Suffocation

Just for you
i opened up
is this true?
or just another joke?
Insomnia
reigns over me
heart beats fast
again another show?
Insidious
and false insights
again i ask
was i so blind?
What's the point of being here?
misery is oh so near
happiness has fled away
i hope it will return one day
Yeah, that's life
where i am trapped inside
why can't i be me?
why can't i be free?
Suffocated
in my feelings
suffocated
in hypocrisy
Still i hope
that i can hope
in my hell
once a happiness-well