Suffocate me

I will not forget the way you ask me if i will stay
if i will spend the night with you
we were together two years long
but now its over now you're gone
why did you leave me here allone?
I never thought that i will spend a night allone aigan
but i can't take it anymore that i am just you're friend
i know that i was mean to you and i am so sorry for, for all the things i said when
i was drunken again

my life is now like it was before

second stanza coming soon... sorry