Suffer

I wouldn't waste my time with anyone but you.
but wasting time is all i do.
holding on to self control
gets harder every day.
torture me no more or go away.
I wait for you
to see the truth.
i'll tell myself you'll learn the answer.
I'll count the days
i've suffered through
to see if they add up to you.
I never look into your eyes to see the truth.
i know i'll never become you.
tell me why your conscience lies.
and all your guilt is gone.
don't you feel you ever could be wrong?
I wait for you to learn the answer.
I'll count the days
i've suffered through
to see if they add up to you.
It never pays
to struggle through
when all that's left is killing you