Suffer in silence

I know i messed things up
by turning gold to stone.
because of my free will
i lied about it all the way.
i need to forget,
and make this tragic feeling go away
I never heard a word,
a word of what you said.
i never heard a word,
a word of what you said.
too busy being selfish;
i never learned the rules of life.
it's hard to confess,
and look you in the eyes.
i need you to forgive,
and make this tragic feeling go away.
I know i lost.
please let me suffer in silence.
i've said enough.
please help me hide from the ghosts
from my past
for a while