Suddenly

Take a pill in the morning
when i'm feeling blue.
i got one for me and one for you.
chemically better than i was before.
alone inside,
staring out the door.
been drinking fire,
been up all night.
everything is wrong
when nothing is right;
when you're drunk as hell,
passed out on the floor.
alone inside,
now and forever more.
it'd be alright
if you just walked through the door.
suddenly, i don't know
do i stay, or do i go?
what the hell am i doing here?
suddenly, i realize my fear.
suddenly, you're not here.