Stuck without a voice

In just a minute, there´s something
here that was not here before
I´m clear-headed but confused
Because I thought that it would help me choose between
What I want and what I should
But I always end up playing the game
I don´t want that feeling inside of me
To get stuck without a voice
Cause then I have no choice
And I wonder is she the answer
To the feeling that´s trapped inside of me
Can I touch her, why should I bother
When all is said and done
Is she the one to answer my question
And so I´m forced to ponder, the waiting´s getting longer
The feeling eats at me, intensity increases until I
Am bound to what they say
I will not go this way