Storms

Every night that goes between
i feel a little less
as you slowly go away from me
this is only another test
every night you do not come
your softness fades away
did i ever really care that much
is there anything left to say
every hour of fear i spend
my body tries to cry
living through each empty night
a deadly call inside
i haven't felt this way i feel
since many a year ago
but in those years and the lifetimes past
i did not deal with the road
and i did not deal with you i know
tho the love has always been
so i search to find an answer there
so i can truly win
so i try to say
goodbye my friend
i'd like to leave you with something warm
but never have i been a blue calm sea
i have always been a storm
we were frail
she said
"everynight he will break your heart"
i should have known from the first
i'd be the broken hearted
but i loved you from the start
save us. . .
and not all the prayers in the world--
could save us