Stitched and glued

Obnoxious
your eyes speak lies tonight
can't stop these
sensations you provide
I'm sick inside
infectious cancerous ties
keep my hands bound
with hate and pride
Everything has changed
these words i say
take space up in my head
i run to you
With every passing day
those words repeat and ring out in my head
i run from you
you whisper in my ear
These fingers stretch out and revive
bloody with strength
they beat with pride
abrasions stitched and glued
Fist clench and pounding with reprise
these aspirins
fail to sanitize
these dirty hands for you
Everything has changed
these words i say
take space up in my head
i run to you
With every passing day
those words repeat and ring out in my head
i run from you...
you!
Everything has fallen out, and i
won't be there anymore