Still laughing

Come take a look,
Because all this could mean that I,
Don't really care,
Who ends up getting hurt,
Please take a look,
If it's judgement versus instinct,
How do I feel?
When my feelings don't even work,

Know that I'll be there
Cos I can't see it in your smile,
Time stood still for me,
When you called,
Said I,

Answer me this,
Yes all I have is questions,
You can't slip away and hide behind a false truth,
Time takes too long,
Just seems like I'm still standing here now,
And I can't even feel the rain that hits my shores,

Know that I'll be there Cos I can't see it in your eyes,
Time stood still for me,
When you called, I'm still waiting,
I still breathe,
That's a sign that I'm still me,
I'm still breathing,
I can see,
So i must be alive for real,

When will I get there?
I should be here by now,
Got it all worked out,
Did I see you laughing?
Yeah funny it's not me

In time, all I want is in the way,
Get too long and now it's gone, it's gone,

I'm still waiting, I still breathe,
That's a sign that I'm still me,
I'm still breathing, I can see,
So I must be alive for real,
So I must be alive for real, yeah
I must be alive, for real,
I must be alive for real