Still heart

Couldn't find where to rub myself
i didn't want to close my eyes
i would scream just to shake myself
just to wake myself inside
Broken into human parts i was sheltered by his chin
lives spent in wet cement underneath his skin
Still on my neck the breath of the dead
even as blood and bone
i can tolerate a still heart
but i can't stand being alone
Open me up anywhere you wish
take out anything you like
seal me up when you're through
leave a little room for surprise
made myself new one too many times
to swallow his breath away
i left too much space upon my back
to ever make him want to stay
Still on my neck the breath of the dead
even as blood and bone
i can tolerate a still heart
but i can't stand being alone