Stigmatized

Emptiness slips into my mind
emotion so fuc*** hard to find
i center myself in this universe
with peace amongst all the pains and hurts
i think of all the things that would've been
and the time i could've spent with him
but again comes sadness creeping in
again comes sadness creeping in
Taken by surprise, stigmatized by the things i've seen with my own eyes
traumatized until i realize that i gotta go on with my life
I can only guess what i should've done then
wandering alone on the path i've chosen
lumbering along towards inevitable fate
i await an answer, i wrestle with hate
i question your life and the choices you made
i question myself with righteousness and rage
confused and sick from mistakes i've made
confused and sick from mistakes i've made
Taken by surprise, stigmatized by the things i've seen with my own eyes
traumatized until i realize that i gotta go on with my life
Stigmatized...
Questions to ponder about letting go, answers i find towards peaceful flow
people take shit for granted as given, not in this world that i live in
Stigmatized...
Questions to ponder about letting go, answers i find towards peaceful flow
people take shit for granted as given, not in this world that i live in
in my eyes, i realize
no more lies stigmatized