Specially

listen to a velvet’s song
scarfs and pills to heal your throat
all your years all my jokes
and all the cigarettes we smoked

but i don’t know why

specially today i feel nobody cares for me
i feel i’m the victim in my victories
what’s the truth?
is just a lie
just a lie that’s always on your side
and never
never is on mine

you make no noise when you walk
you eat me when i feel alone
for all the tiny things i bought
bigger recompense you brought

but i don’t know why

specially today i feel no one is listening
i feel i’m defeated but nobody wins
what’s the truth?
is just a lie
just a lie that’s always on your side
and never
never is on mine

and i don’t know why