Sometimes never trouble

Illusions are one thing that cross my mind
broken heart is what i have all the time
i'm pissed at the world for creating me
one day i'll die horribly oh yes you'll see
drive to a cliff,throw me off the edge
the hole in my heart is so big i can hold a wedge
sometimes the world can be a scary place
sometimes in the mirror i don't like my face
fuck everything that comes across my path
maybe one day i'll take up witchcraft
so sometimes i'm lonely and others i'm not
i'm gonna open up my skin and show you the bloodclot
trouble in thy hearts
that's where it starts
love at first sight
what a horrible night
if i die today is there a solution
to get rid of prostitution
trouble in my home,abuse is what it is
parents are retarded,they hurt little kids
suicide and runaways are what the child thinks
cut their bodies open,bleeding in the sinks
parents want to talk but children really don't
friends are the same way,me i really won't
memories of a childhood gone absolutely wrong
maybe one day i'll write my parents a song
never will i hurt you,never will i strike
never will i beat you up and take your bike
never will the world get back to what it was
when everyone was doing what the devil does
unstable in the daytime,easily scared at night
i will survive when the vampire comes to bite
i'm sick of people saying they are fully aware
i hide in the dark basement and give you a scare
i'm sick of everything in general even the church
i really don't know what the hell it's worth
i will never have a place in my heart for any other thing
never will my life's dreams console my passion to bring