Someone not me

Reminiscing on my life
opportunities i let pass by
everyday that comes to pass
i'm forced to contemplate my last
Times of sorrow and of joy
a joumey on life's road
Wasting my time, pretend to be
someone, not me
living my life, trying to please
someone, not me
Hiding behind, a masquerade
someone, not me
it's not who i am, apparently
someone, not me
Acting for the public eye
conceal my sadness with a smile
performing for the world to see
illusions cloud reality
All the choices, good and bad
define the person that i am
Somehow, someday
i'll find out who i am
i'll find the strength to face each day
eventually i'll find my way