Someone like me

Midnight falls on the snow-lit trees
and as i stand inside i know that i
can't watch life through a window
my indecision is blocking the door
it's like a religion
that i never ask for more
i might stumble and fall
What's someone like me,
doing in a life like this?
i can't see
what someone like me
is doing in a life like this
slipping back into the past
Sun comes up and streams
through the blinds
and as i throw my clothes on
do my hair wrong,
stare into my mirror
telling myself that everyone falls
take the first step
that's the trick of it all
bounce back like a ball
What's someone like me
doing in a life like this ?...
My mind is filled with
runaway dreams
i can't wake up
i don't know what it means
you see i fell asleep
with the television on
when i woke up it was gone
i read my horoscope
to see what's in store
i get a little lazy but
i want more, i want more
What's someone like me
doing in a life like this ?
i can't see
what someone like me
is doing in a life like this...