Soldier through this

You work too hard
so when you come home to me
you are tired and you don't wanna talk about it
you envy my drive and how i am motivated
We'll go down to the park
check out the carnival for a while
and try to forget all about it
i'm out of control
and you don't appreciate it
Believe it, i need it
i feel intoxicated
i love it, i want it
don't make me leave you for it
You say i have changed
self-centered and vain
and you don't respect me for it
the world is the same
so i'll play the game
and you've grown to hate me for it
So we rearranged
there's no one to blame
but still you resent me for it
i call all the shots, i hold all the cards
and you feel emasculated
Believe it, i need it
i feel intoxicated
i love it, i want it
don't make me leave you for it
Believe it, i need this
i feel intoxicated
i love it, i want it
don't make me leave you for it
Believe it, i need this
i feel intoxicated
i love it, i want it
don't make me leave you for it
How do we reconcile this?
how do we reconcile this?
how do we reconcile this?
how do we reconcile this?
A riddle to soldier through this
a riddle to soldier through this
a riddle to soldier through this
a riddle to soldier through this
a riddle to soldier through this