Sober

And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely

So here I go with all my thoughts
I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears
Weighing on me

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know, it's never really over

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road
I might catch a glimpse of me

So I won't worry about my timing
I wanna get it right
No comparing, second guessing
No, not this time

Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands
I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no, wake up Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better, yeah
Three months and I still am

Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months, yeah, three months

Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers