So mad

You're sleeping i'm not sleeping and there's miles of night
i see something shining where there is no light
i just want to bury it throw away the weeds
when they grow
what makes me so mad?
that scream to wake the birds
is only my heart beating
what makes me so mad?
Translucent skin im looking in i feel a ghost
scared away and left the one i need the most
i just want to bury it and leave my tears to sink in the grave
what makes me so mad?
the shouting in my room
is only my heart beating
what makes me so mad?
the heart beat calls my name
the pattern on my thumb
the waiting and the dream
have all turned into one
You're sleeping i'm not sleeping and i wonder why
i love to think about the time we fought the lie
i didn't want to bury it and lift my head up into the sky
what makes me so mad?
the bass drum through the floor
is only my heart beating
what makes me so mad?
that scream to wake the birds
is only my heart beating
what makes me so mad?