Slough of despond

In silence i am wandering
can't avoid the screaming words
i try to make up my mind
all this thinking makes me blind
no control in my mind.
[chorus:]
and i open my eyes
don't know what to do
i'm waiting for answers
but they are all untrue
There is a never ending pain
slowly tearing me apart
never ending insanity
your darkness makes it hard
[solo j.e.]
[chorus:]
and i open my eyes
don't know what to do
i'm waiting for answers
but they are all untrue
There is a never ending pain
slowly tearing me apart
never ending insanity
your darkness makes it hard
In silence i was wandering
couldn't avoid the screaming words
i tried to make up my mind
all this thinking made me blind
The reason for my suicide.