She's always there

I've lived with this longing for over a year
She's always with me, she's always there
My first thought on waking, last before sleeping
And I just can't see I'll ever be free of her
And I just can't see myself ever thinking it's not
A waste we're apart
 
How I wish she couldn't live without me
The way that she now can
And the way I can't give up hope completely
What does she make of that?
I guess it must try
I guess it must try
Her patience so
But I hope that as well
She understands how
How I can't let go
 
And there are still times, still times when I
Think that she only will save me
And I know that's hardly a fair thing to think
I know how unfair that is of me
Of me, of me
 
I want to be happy again
Something that she made me
I want to be happy again
And I'm so afraid I never will be
 
I found and I lost the one
I found and I lost the one
I found and I lost the one
 
I've lived with this longing for over a year
She's always with me, she's always there
My first thought on waking, the last before sleeping
And I just can't see I'll ever be free of her