Seub gwan (english lyrics)

It seemed so easy, forgetting you forever
I thought I'd be able to burry the misery
I don't even know myself anymore
My heart changes so many times in just one day
I'll hate you like crazy then for no reason I'll go looking for you
I loved you that's why I hurt like this
I sit in front of the mirror again and cry like a fool calling out your name
I know it's a sad event and it's turned into a habit
Even though you say you don't love me anymore, you still mean everything to me

The words "it's ok", the words "I can forget everything"
I tell myself everyday that I'll love someone else
I'm going to shout real loud, cry and end this, I know, this is who I am
Even though you say you don't love me anymore, you still mean everything to me
You hoped that I'd go blind so that I wouldn't be able to see anymore
You'll be missed, I feel that you'll leave with a faint figure
Oh heavens help me, right now I'm lieing
I just wanted time to stop so that you'd be standing still next to me