Secret song

Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them
to you..
And I hide all the pain, that I've gained with my wisdom
from you...
And I'm eaten alive,by what I hold inside
All the things that I live with,i can't easilly hide
And I'm left here with nothing,nothing to live for
but you...

It's not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll care it with me
Until I'm not alive...

When u look at my face,does it seem just as ugly
to you...
And I can't seem to erase,all the scars that I have lived with
from you...
I'm so sick of this place,and this taste in my mouth
'Cause of u I can figure,what I'm all about
And I'm left with nothing,nothing to live for
but you...

It's not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll care it with me
Til' I'm not alïve...