Seaside suicide

So Sweet to me, so sweet,
but this means nothing to the circumstances i'm in and out
Ready to fall, ready to call
the last sirens in life, you know
I felt fuc*** uncomfortable
Alone, so alone with anyone
So alone with everyone
So damn depressed with anything
I felt like shit and piss
Dirt
Fuck
I'm with you boys and girls
So sweet, so sweet to me
These pills

So alone, so sweet, I'm with you
I'm feeling like i'm with you
Hold this feeling, hold this and I will show you how to choke
Let me choke, swallow, boys, girls, pills, nothing, feel nothing, but love
disappearing, always loosing, always dissapear
I feel the f*** out here, always loosing, always disappear
I Feel the f*** out of here I can't stand it no more, i'm not the one
i'm not the one
i'm not the one
I can't stand it
I can't stand it
I can't stand it no more and I don't care
I'm not the one and I can't stand it no more

Boys and girls and pills
Boys and girls and pills
Boys and girls and pills
Boys, girls, pills
I don't care