S-teem

Why do you try, so hard to knock me down,
and bury me here in the dirt,
its been quite some time, since i last laughed out loud,
unless ive been high on some herb
where to go
no one knows
i guess ill make my own way to go
ill write a new book and ill leave the end to you,
without all the bullshit that others put me through
nothing to conform to , no rules to live life by
nobody to question what you and i write
why does suck, to be who i am,
and not what you want me to be
it's been quite some time,
and i am sick of it
trying to twist what i see