Running now

Faded, faded fast,
life flashed through in pictures frames
and i have loaded and spun,
the barrel of this gun again
you see we forget,
and all the reasons we believe
are caught and crucified,
on the cross of complexities
waiting, listening,
say goodbye to analogies
when a word of love,
will bridge from you to free
I'm in the midst of,
all the lessons i have learned
and none are obvious or rehearsed.
Oh my god,
i can't believe
you've got me running now,
i'm desperate for you
An old friend made it,
living high with family
kids to school, mums at home,
he'll be home at six for tea
i'm with renting tenants,
old microwave, one couch for three
a cause for question now,
free to air, or pay tv?