Ruby red

I've got a ruby red desire
like a virus like my last hope
I've got a ruby red desire
i've got to hear the red bird sing
i've got to rip this cord
and rinse this lazy blood
clear a path and walk away
I've been waiting for the sky to fall
i've been worried i could lose it all
i've been waiting for the safety net
tell myself that i'm not ready yet
And every memory's a dream
and each uncertainty reminds me why
i saw a kid outside playing by a moongate
making paper things that fly
I've been waiting for the sky to fall
i've been worried i could lose it all
i've been waiting for the safety net
tell myself that [m not ready yet
I want to live ...
I've been waiting for the sky to fall
i've been worried i could lose it all
i've been waiting for the safety net
tell myself that i'm not ready yet
I want to live ...