Roughly scrarch but alive

Now when the war has come
Somehow I don’t feel so strong
I haven’t been asleep for seven days
Afraid of the shadows
But what can I do?
And when I got shot in my left thigh
It was a blessing in disguise
I’m hurt but I’m alive
I think I’m going home
I am fine, roughly scratched but alive
I’m alright can’t believe I survived
Going home, spend some time on my own
I’m moving on, right now I don’t mind to live alone
I’m driving this lonesome road
Trying to find my way home
The memories attack about the war
I feel like a sinner
But I had no choice
I am no military man
But they told me to kill and to defend
I know that I’m alive because I shoot ‘em down