Rimbaud & me

I want to introduce you to somebody
I think you should know
Someone I've been keeping deep inside next to my soul
We don't look any different but we don't think the same
And he'd like to know you well but I keep hurting you 
And you keep hurting me
And when I said I loved you that wasn't me
That was another person who I used to be

There's so many people I want to love in so many ways
I want to be loving them through the nights
As well as the days
But that doesn't mean I love you less than I did before
But sometimes I feel I need to escape
When I keep hurting you and you keep hurting me
And when I said I loved you that wasn't me
That was another person who I used to be
And when I said I hated you that was a lie
You'll always be part of me girl and you know why