Redeeming a monster

Dear Self
Stop eating your own foot
Try saying something worth listening to

Cause every time you cover up
Your problems you say
"This was the last time
I'll never do it again"

To feel like I
Never really knew you at all
So lets give this some time
And maybe it will resolve itself

(Maybe Maybe)
I'm so tired of
(Maybe We'll be)
Making the same mistakes

I lost myself
So long ago
I hid my sins
Where I thought no one would know

When every time
I look back I see
The person you used to love in me

And it gets so hard
To see
My own reflection sometimes
*I'm standing unconscious
And I'm ready to wake up*

I hope you brought
some color with you

*Cause these lines get grayer from here on out*
The Deeper we go!

I lost myself
So long ago
I hid my sins
Where I thought no one would know

When every time
I look back I see
The person you used to love in me
In Me

You can't stop me from making the same mistakes
Can't stop me from making the same mistakes
You can't stop me from making the same mistakes
Making the same mistakes

You can't stop me from making the same mistakes
Can't stop me from making the same mistakes
You can't stop me from making the same mistakes!

(I'm pleading
For just a little more time
To heal myself)

And I'm hoping your still here
As I walk up to your door
But you're gone.