Red cars

Say goodbye to january,
goodbye to february.
and all those days, will they be forgotten?
my confidence, yeah you're fading.
found myself second guessing.
and all my thoughts.
and all their reasons.
Watching red cars pass me by,
and i swore i wouldn’t cry.
now i swim in my defeat,
memories are flashing by.
oh, a war's waging inside,
and i’m wounded in my defeat.
March ended unexpected.
this is my confession.
not a day goes by,
where you don’t cross my mind.
it’s so confusing.
like an un-rehearsed symphony.
your last kiss goodbye
put water in these eyes.
I’m dying for you,
dying, dying for you.