Realising

Let me relate you to something
maybe a piece of myself
i`m so lonely- i don`t know why
i don`t know why i feel so much aversion for those i look alike
(feel so much aversion for those i look alike)
How foolish a man can be
closing my eyes i recollect remembering those glory days
looking for something different, intact, extravagant
leading me to entireness
It`s so difficult to overtake the time lying on to your dreams
but more difficult is to find one to trust in good and bad times
I made the final mistake
to believe everything around me as true
betraying my secrets to the wrong
i got to be their slave
Like a fading flower i feel to myself
to be as pure as them
my only acquisition along with the black thoughts
was my own flesh
Isolation-the only way to escape
betraying dreams and myself
and now, living lonely in this town
i try to live again screaming silently for my lost dreams