Rape & repent

[the seducement:]

Thought i was so near that beauty
that i sensed her perfume and fear
she dresseth in a scarlet dress, flaming as the
wind blows
her silhouette against the sunset
so dark,so cold
I felt the rush in my veins
-when my hands touched her neck
i tried to make her please me
-and to say my name
but oh, what a pity
-she took her last breath
her eyes wide open
-i released her soul in death
[the victory:]
Should i excuse my vulgar manners
as i dare to please your naked breasts
with filthy fingers, i leave my marks all over you
near madness i'm reaching for my ecstasy
when i cut her nails and hair
shall they be my profit
[the repentant:]
Thought i was so bitter of my regrets
so sweet was her scent, a flower in bloom
it was one of my own secrets
so why are they judging me into doom
Lord of darkness, i hunt you down
I cry for those who have suffered for my needs
my wounds are so deep
as i bleed for my sins
my sins will be atone for
misery in blasphemy
suffering souls in grief
join with me in death