Pushit (live)

(we've been trying something a little different this tour, we've been looking at one of our songs from a different angle... under a different light so we can hopefully kind of see it almost for the first time. we'd like to try that for you tonight, is that ok? we're going need your help, we're going need your help and your permission. so we need you to find a comfortable space that is not only comfortable, but vulnerable. i want you to shut yur eyes and go there and we'll meet you in the other side.)
Saw the gap again today...
while you were begging me to stay...
take care not to make me enter...
if i do we both may disapear.
Saw the gap again today...
while you were begging me to stay...
managed to push myself away...
and you as well my friend.
and you as well...
pushed you away my friend...
pushed you away.
Ohhh, i will choke until i swallow,
choke this infant here before me.
what are you but my reflection?
who am i to judge or strike you down?
But you're pushin'
and i'm shovin' you
you're pushin' me,
and i'm shovin' you.
Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the faultline.
(you better)take care not to make me enter,
if i do we both may disapear.
But you're pushin'
and i'm shovin' you
you're pushin' me,
and i'm shovin' you.
You still love me,
you still love me.
you still love me.
you still love me.
and we're pushin'
and we're shovin'
and you're pushin'
and you're shovin'
Slipping back into the gap again,
i feel alive when you touch me,
i feel alive when you hold me... down
Slipping back into...
slipping back into...
(i am somewhere i don't wanna be...)
put me somewhere i don't wanna be...
push me somewhere i don't wanna be...
seein' some place i don't wanna see...
never wanna see that place again...
Saw the gap again today.
while you were begging me to stay.
managed to push myself away.
and you as well. (my dear)
If when i say i might fade like a sigh if i stay
you minimize my movement anyways...
i must persuade you another way!
Pushin' and shovin' and pushin' and shovin'and pushin' me
there's no love in death!
Starin' down the hole again,
hands are on my back again,
survival is my only friend,
terrified of what may come.
Remember i will always love you,
as i throw your fuc*** throat away,
it will end no other way,
it will end no other way.