Pearl of my suffering

Knowing that I'm all lost now
I have no chance but to turn back
I'll face what I was bound to before

Whatever the sickness might be
I don't mind
I'll face the void ahead

There's a window between me and who I was
And I'm the one trying to pry it open
I'll face the fact that I've come too far

All my of my life,
I have surrounded myself with emptiness
I'll face my overwhelming loneliness

Hold tight, inner strength
Or the line that still holds me
I'll face the thing that's embracing me

I'll change my destination
I'll trade the force that's pulling me
I'll face my final destitution

When I'll fall
I will force myself to fly
I'll face the divine might deep inside

After the night of my soul
After the new dawn
I'll face the pearl of my suffering