Paranoid

Finished with my woman
'Cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think I'm insane
Because I'm frowning all the time

All day long I think of things
But nothing seems to satisfy
Thinking I'll lose my mind
If I don't find something to pacify

Can you help me? are you for my brain?
Oh yeah
I need someone to show me
The things in life that I can't find

I can't see the things that make
True happiness I must be blind
Paranoid
The walls are closing in

I can't breathe can't sleep
Afraid to live another day
Too late to bow my head and prey
Hate flowing through my veins I can't change re-arrange
Just a victim a casualty
War waged on humanity
Lost my way in the darkness of the daylight

Can't run can't hide
No love no fight
Brought to my knees by this fate I can't avoid
Scared of my own shadow its a battle living paranoid

Make a joke and I will sigh
And you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I can not feel
So love to me is so unreal

And so as you hear these words
Telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life
I wish I could but its too late