Pale monument

I close my eyes in the colored wind I used to feel
I close my eyes with an angel impaled that I have sealed
I gouged my eyes, so filthy as me, you cannot see
I gouged my eyes to not see what I have to see

See what is lost eternally, live in me
(I'm) trying to burn it al inside of me
Burn what is lost just in this place I used to be
(I'm) trying to burn it all.. it's killing me

I close my eyes in the colored wind I used to feel
I close my eyes with an angel impaled that I have sealed
I saw the light which used to be mine, I saw their sign
I saw the light that made me blind but still I am alive

They are waiting for me to fall down
They want my soul to melt into the sea of myself
They are waiting for me to fall down
They want my flesh to rot in this sea of hell