Overture or obituary

I'm facing the light
But fading to black
I'm offernig peace
As I'm stabed in the back

Yet I'm feeling able
My house is made of steel
With paper for doors

I've tryed to hate you
But feel regret
I'm most uncertain
I've lost the bet
I'm waiting to watch it
I'm waiting to see
Is this my overture? Or obituary?

I'm holding the torch
But melting my fists
I'm first in the line
Yet last on the list

Yet I'm feeling able
My hose is made of steel
With paper for doors

I've tryed to hate you
But I feel regred
I'm most uncertain
I've lost the bet
I'm waiting to watch it
I'm waiting to see
Is this my overture? Or obituary? Or obituary!

I tryed not to choke you (NO!)
But now you're dead (NO!)
I'm must uncertain (NO!)
Should I feel regret? (NO!)

I've tryed to hate you
But feel regred
I'm must uncertain
I've lost the bet
I'm waiting to watch it
I'm waiting to see
Is this my overture? Or obituary?

I tryed not to choke you!

Is this my overture? Or obituary?