Out on the town

I set all my regrets on fire
Cause I know I'll never take the time
To unpack my missteps
Or call all of our friends
I figured they would take your side

I make the bed, just not that well
Your name comes up a lot
When I talk to my mom
Oh I think she can tell

I was out on the town
So I came to your window last night
I tried not to throw stones
But I wanted to come inside
Now I'm causing a scene
Thinking you need a reason to smile
Oh no, what have I done?
There is no one to keep me warm

So maybe I should put out the fire
Call them back and borrow a box knife
So I can learn to live with all the stupid shit
I've been doing since '99

And I know I can be more clever
And I know I can be more strong
But I'm waiting for the day
You'll come back and say
"Hey, maybe I should change my mind"

I drink a lot
I'm not sure if that's new
But these days when I wake up
From a night I forgot
I just wish that it'd never came true

I knew there'd come a day
When all was said and done
When everything I was
Is everything but gone
All my big mistakes
Are bouncing off your wall
The bottles never break
The sun will never come
So come on let me in
I will be the sun
I will wake you up
I am who I was
Just open up your heart