Our shadows

So much fear in me
the future that i will never-never see
happiness is wasted-for ever
here, so lonely at the mountain top
Is all this for a better tomorrow?
the shouting the running alienated personalities
feel like an idiot to myself
so depressed-so depressed
The engine-sound, so deafening
above our heads like a god
In desperate moments i run-i run for myself
hide beneath my shadow(hide beneath my shadow)
snakes in my hands, in my red eyes
as it fires its lightening away
my gun no longer protects me-did it ever, i wonder
So depressed, so depressed
It`s better this way
not to think-not to think again
why should i-should i live for
fight again in someone else`s war
The light brings pain, but heals my scars
my skin is re-becoming in a new state of life
sorrow is behind in the noise of a neverland
beneath my shadow nothing exist
Nothing exist: