Our out time

I've never felt so sober
I've never felt the low that I feel tonight
Your words made everything drag on, and on
I finally found her, and when I did I just couldn't make things right
Is this really happening, oh god I think I just ruined my life

What the f*** am I doing?
I can't tell the difference from wrong and right
I second guess my decisions
cause I haven't been this person in my whole life
I think I need something new here
When I keep longing for what I had
No need for second opinions
I do the best I can to ruin what I have
come on

Don't think you've got to go in alone here
I've got nothing left to hide
your dying just make up your mind

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
Cause we're running out of time

Let's have three cheers for the new year
Hey, Hey, Hey
Here's to hoping it's not as bad
This wasn't part of my vision
The optimist in me, swore we could make this last but no
You ruined my favorite records
I listen to them then I think of you
I just hope you remember
All of the countless times that I believed in you, for what?

Don't think you've got to go in alone here
I've got nothing left to hide
Your time, just make up your mind

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
Cause we're running out of time

Just know that it kills me
When I hear anything to do with you
If you don't see it, but believe me
I need to be right where you are
And you know that I'm leaving, leaving
And you won't hear until a year from now
But this kills me.
Cause now I hate that everything, everything's about you

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
Cause we're running out of time

Don't think you've got to go in alone here
I've got nothing left to hide
Your time, just make up your mind