Only hurts awhile

Too much left to say,
you never wanted it that way.
and now you wake up wondering why your life is tumbling into nothing left to say
you always knew it'd be that way
and now you poison your dreams with a feeling that seems
To leave you all alone
ditch you halfway home
you pick yourself up off the ground
and find out what it's all about.
It only hurts awhile and then it's gone again.
no need to ask just where or when you'll find yourself again.
cause you're only here awhile and then you're gone again.
no need to ask just where or when
Once upon a time i'd take a drink and i'd feel fine.
but now it hurts me everywhere, sick secrets i can't share.
nothing left to say
i always knew it'd be that way.
and now i've poisoned my dreams with a feeling that seems
To leave me all alone
ditch me halfway home.
i'll pick myself up off the ground
and find out what it's all about
Falling faster towards the ground
you are
falling faster down and down