One second of insainity

Damn you
make up your mind
i pop a pill at a time
and you've got it crawling like my skin
When u dont wanna be found
you dig a hole in the ground
choke down the filth your livin in
Is this the reason i've been low?
if this is wrong then let me go
It's a long way down
but you never listen
It's the wrong time now
but u never give in, yeah
Smash or cripple control
for sail sound in your soul (??)
bite down smile and take the pain
pressure touches the brink
what choice will you make?
one second or infinity
Is this the reason i've been low?
if this is wrong then let me go
It's a long way down
but you never listen
It's the wrong time now
but u never give in
Give me on second to pray (breathe??)
one second
one one one one second
one second
One second is a long time now
but u never listen
it's the wrong way round
but u never give in