One and only

Have i been away too long?
did i miss all the action?
what happend to the neigbours and the girl next door?
did you get my greetings?
whathappend to the graffiti?
and what about this crap on the walls?
did i forget about someone?
no offence but i had to.
i didn't have respect for the violence.
and what about this music?
did i forget about something else when i left in silence.
don't let the shadows reach me.
don't let the shadow swallow the light while i'm sleeping.
whatever comes to your mind just hit me.
it's my time. my time. the one and only lonely.
did i win the first prize?
have i crossed enemylines?
got stabbed in the back but i don't know why.
like walking on the eggshells.
stepping over landmines.
waiting for the bomb in from the open sky.
did you forget about something?
did you forget about you and me?
and what about this envy around me?
did i do something wrong?
have i been away too long?
in the middle of these changes.