Oedipus complex

Curse myself down, decree of perfection.
a slave to mirror ugly stares.
awaste of scars rather to torment.
evil equals needle, so i shut my eyes again.
so confined, scratch at my eyes.
bleed through my hands.
yesterday was everyday, so i swallow this hell again.
stare blindly. mock me.
cast this shadow down and i'll keep running.
i'll keep running away from you.
inside black painted walls.
leaves a stain of your sickness.
never the knowledge of a vagrant.
you fuc*** leech crawl out of my skin.
i can't feel again.
curse myself down, decree of perfection now.
a slave to ugly stares.
a waste of scars to torment.
every moment, trapped inside, lost inside