Not that far

Looking back what can I say?
Thereæ?¯ been things done the wrong way.
I have tried.
Sometimes itæ?¯ hard.
All the time Iæ?³e wasted didnæ?° get me far.
I try to live my life right, but it seems so hard.
Why have I not used your help?
Now I see your sacrifice for me.
Now I know your watching over me.
Now I know Iæ?£l never be alone.
I hope youæ?®e not ashamed of me.
I havenæ?° been the best.
I hope Iæ?¦ not the worst.
Help me live my life for you.
I canæ?° do it on my own.
I need your help.
If youæ?®e not tired of me, I really need your help.
Now I see your sacrifice for me.
Now I know your watching over me.
Now I see the greatness of your love.
Now I know Iæ?£l never be alone.
Iæ?¦ tired of wasting all this time.
Help me live my life.
I canæ?° do it all alone.
Please stay by my side.