No i'm not

let's see
let me think back
'cause it's been about five years now
and I'm thinking that I should be
a little bit more screwed up than I am
barely a bitter bone inside of me
I feel fine at least I think I am
and it's hard to admit
that this family is disfunctional
why don't I just give in
and make believe I'm struggling
within it all
let's see
let me think back
'cause it's been about five years now
and I'm not freaking out
I don't need to speak to someone
mom you know Ill be okay
trust me believe me hear me
this is my therapy
this is my outlet
this mic's her tape recorder
this stage her leather couch
let's see
let me think back
'cause it's been about five years now