Never to reveal

Turning to the right, feel it getting tight
demand of the heart, my hands rip apart
i'm so afraid, my welcome overstayed
never find a way to make all this o.k.
sleepless nights, i am forever awake
Just one taste--won't let it go to waste
the way i feel--never to reveal
just one taste-of my own space
Fucking sick of this, hope my tongue don't slip
familiar trips, loosen up its grip
instinct never worked anyway, what i've seen i just can't say
my sight's been taken, my eyes betray
Just one taste--won't let it go to waste
the way i feel--never to reveal
just one taste-of my own space
My hands at my back, pushing violent acts
the truth an artifact
the rabbit in the hat
kicking out this make believe
dedicate a new belief
the risk runs high, but i've gotta try
hold it all inside, until the day i die