Never again alone in the dark

Far away from them
in a room so deep
with my soul in my throat
the last few tears i weep
i cry to darkest mind
as leave in silence fall
alone i will perish
forgotten in this hole
why can't i grow wings
to merge with clouds as one
why can't i be as others
unshamed to hail the sun
i cannot love this darkness
but in darkness i will fall
helpless as a child
by dark swallowed whole
feelings forever lost
thoughts so dark and old
blackness grasps my heart
in a deadly icy hold
locked alone in a world of mine
being fed by their poisoned lies
despair
unspoken lives of leaves
unspoken lives of men
never again alone in the dark