Negative outlook

I think so fuc*** hard my heads gonna explode.
the hate replaces blood and its al that i know.
your words mean total nothing our existence is corruption
that's how i see it why don't you give it a try.
sadness becomes anger and i don't know why.
i've seen so much truth theirs no more tears to cry.
it ran out years ago the wells gone dry
i no longer care and now i realize i have a
Negative outlook
that's why i have a
negative outlook
and it wont change
Do i really care sometimes i wish i could
then i think what i despise and it feels really good.
i wont worship false power as you destroy earth.
i don't give a dam what you say its worth.
what makes me feel this way. what have i become.
the seasons still change but the damage is done.
its just another culture forced to die.
no cares no conscience i'm desensitized with a
Negative outlook
that's why i have a
negative outlook
and it wont change

And that is how i realized i am negative