My standard break from life

I've got a regular problem
so my standard break from life is in order
i'm having trouble making sentences
i'm older but i don't feel any smarter
you see i don't know what i said to you
and now you're pissed at you know who
and i guess i deserve it
i wish i could waste my time without wasting all your time
i try to leave a good impression
but it's hard when my obsession's in a wine glass
and when you're only 23
it's not attractive to complain about your sore back
yes i can bitch until my eyes are blue
and you're in bed with someone new
and i guess you deserve him
wish i could waste my time without wasting all your time
you say i'm fixable
a classic case, lack of will
i say i don't wanna try
i'd rather stay here all night
I've got a motivation problem
so my standard break from life is getting longer
spent over 30 hours in this bed
in two days, i guess i could've phoned her
but now that i'm awake
i'd rather take a drink
and walk down to the lake
and beg the sky for lightning bolts
i can't waste my time without wasting all your time
you say it's fixable
a classic case, lack of will
i say i don't wanna try
i'd rather sit here all night